Monday, August 24, 2009

A Day in My Life at Vinto

Thought you might like to have an idea of what my life here at Vinto looks like.

6:00 Alarm goes off. I go and turn the lights on in the two dorm rooms and tap Irlanda, Marianela, and Melvi (the three girls who go to another school and have to leave by 7:30) on the shoulder, telling them it's time to wake up.
6:10 I go back and make sure the three girls are getting up. Then I go for a quick jog.
6:45 I go and wake the rest of the girls up.
7:00 One of the girls goes and picks up our breakfast. (Every morning we get some sort of hot drink--e.g. hot milk with either rice, oatmeal, or some other grain floating in it--and a bun spread with a sort of thick caramel sauce) and all ten of us sit at the big table in our common area and eat breakfast.
7:30 Irlanda, Marianela, and Melvi hug me goodbye and head to school.
8:10 The rest of the girls head to school.
Then I have the rest of the mornings to myself to shower, spend some time with God, clean my room, wash clothes (I am actually learning to wash clothes by hand!), go to the office and use the internet, go into Quillacollo (the larger town between here and the city of Cochabamba) and do some shopping, etc.
12:30 I go to the dining hall where the girls all arrive from school, and we eat lunch.
13:00-19:00 (1 pm - 7 pm) We walk over to the dorms, work on homework, play out in the park, play games inside, and/or watch tv.
19:00 I choose two girls to walk over to the kitchen and pick up our dinner (which consists in the leftovers from lunch) We bring the food back to the dorms and eat together in the common area. After dinner I make sure the girls do all their chores (e.g. wash dishes, clean bathrooms, bedrooms, and the common area). After that they sometimes still have homework to do.
21:00 I am usually tired, I say goodnight to the girls and head to bed (All of a sudden I've acquired a taste for going to bed very early!)

THANKSGIVING (PRAISE):
-A safe trip to and from La Paz last week.
-Two special days spent with my family in La Paz.
-Experiencing God in new ways and finding comfort in His Word.

PRAYER REQUESTS:
-Wisdom to know how to deal with problems that come up in the dorms (e.g. disobedience and interpersonal problems between the girls)
-That God would remove the spirit of heaviness I have been struggling with and replace it with joy in Him.

Monday, August 17, 2009

I've Fallen In Love...

You know the feeling--when your heart beats with new life and all of a sudden the world seems wonderful and rose-coloured? The feeling you get when that special someone enters your life and your heart? Well, in my case, nine special someones have entered my heart--in these short two weeks I have fallen in love with my girls.

I would have to say the girls have wun me over with their love and their hugs! Early in the mornings, as they head out the door on their way to school, they always make sure to give me a big hug. Then, as they return from school at noon, they always make sure to give me another big hug! Finally, at night as we say goodnight, they are sure to give me one last hug--that makes for an average of 18 hugs a day! Aren't I blessed?

Last Wednesday was my 25th birthday. The actual day of my birthday was a fairly regular day with a few birthday calls and text messages. I was a little down and missing my family. That night, after I had gone to bed, I had a knock on my door. I went out to find three girls standing outside my door with these beautiful birthday cards they had made for me. They each gave me big hugs and presented me with their cards. As I read the cards, I was touched by all the love put into them!

On Thursday morning I came in to the office and checked my e-mail to find 63 messages in my inbox!!! I felt VERY blessed and loved. Thank you to all of you who remembered my special day! The following evening, following the meeting they have every Thursday night here at the centre, I was greatly touched by a birthday cake and lots of birthday hugs from all the boys and girls who live here! It ended up being a very special birthday!

THANKSGIVING (BLESSINGS):
-Hugs!
-A special birthday!
-People's prayers!
-God is helping me to live one day at a time.

PRAYER REQUESTS:
-That I would love each of the girls with a 1 Corinthians 13 kind of love (that I wouldn't just have a fuzzy feeling for them), and that God would especially help me to love those girls I find a little more difficult to love.
-For the girls' and my health (many of the girls have been a little sick, and I have been fighting a sore throat)
-For safety as I travel to La Paz tomorrow night to register to vote (I must say I'm excited to have this excuse to go and see my family for a couple of days!)

Monday, August 10, 2009

From None to Nine

From one day to the next, I went from being a single independent woman with no children, to being a "mom" responsible for nine girls!

A week ago Tuesday, my parents dropped me off here at the Christian Centre for the deaf. I was introduced to the girls, and at first I thought it would take me a while to remember not only their names but also their sign names! Thankfully, within a day I pretty much had figured out both!

It hasn't been a week yet, and I feel like I've already started to bond with the girls. They are all so sweet and loving. Of the nine girls, one of them is actually a 44 year old woman, but mentally she is still a child. The rest of the girls range from ages 10 to 19.

It is interesting being surrounded by sign language all the time! I feel bad, because I often have trouble understanding the girls and have to get them to repeat things or explain to me what it is they are trying to tell me. My sign language definitely should improve by staying here!!!

To be honest, this last week has been VERY rough!!! I never imagined it would be this hard. I have felt VERY homesick--really missing being somewhere familiar and being with my family and friends. I'm afraid lots of tears have been shed! At this point, the four months till the end of the school year seems like an eternity! I'm just trying to live one day/one moment at a time!

At the same time, I know God wants to use this difficult time in my life to draw me closer to Him and to shape me and mold me into the image of His Son. My struggles definitely are making me run to Him! The other day, God brought these verses to mind:

"I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. The man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life. Whoever serves me must follow me; and where I am, my servant also will be. My Father will honor the one who serves me." John 12:24-26

Right now, I feel like I would like to be anywhere but here! And yet this verse reminds me that it's not about me and what I want--Jesus calls me to lay down my life and desires and to serve and follow Him. I believe He has led me here and wants me to serve Him here.

The day after God brought these verses to mind, I looked them up, and my eyes fell on the verses that follow:

"Now my heart is troubled, and what shall I say? 'Father, save me from this hour'? No, it was for this very reason I came to this hour. Father, glorify your name!" John 12:27-28

As I read these verses, I began to weep. Jesus Himself gave me an example to follow! He left His home, came and lived among us in the least desirable of circumstances, and He laid down His life!!! He also knows what it is like to be tempted to want "out". What a wonderful God we serve! He not only tells us what He wants from us, He lives it out for us, giving us an example, and because of that, He is able to sympathize with us in our struggles.

THANKSGIVING:

-I have my own room and bathroom, which is a real blessing!
-My knowledge of sign language is definitely coming in handy!
-The love and hugs the girls give me!
-I get mornings off, while the girls are in school, which allows me to have some time to myself.
-My cell phone is another blessing. It allows me to talk to my family and get text messages from my friends, which are an encouragement!

PRAYER REQUESTS:

-Spiritual, emotional, and physical strength!
-Physical health! (The other day, the cook didn't come in, so I helped a few of the girls make the meal. That kitchen would be any North American food safety inspector's worst nightmare!)
-Joy and contentment.
-The physical safety and health of the girls in my care.
-Creativity (I'm afraid I'm not the most creative person, and I am really struggling to come up with ideas for ways to keep the girls busy during their free time. We just had a long weekend, so there was plenty of free time, and I really found it hard to think of things to keep the girls from getting bored. Any suggestions/ideas would be appreciated!)

NOTE: I tried uploading pictures with this post, but the internet connection was too slow. I may have to wait till my next trip to La Paz and post pictures from my parents' computers.